Long time no post again, gonna post backwards for today.

Last Tuesday had aikido, usual, kena bullied by the kids. Sorry never buy coffee that day. Wednesday had driving and Aik ido, also fetched Mei to clinic today. And what’s the talk about disappointment, kor’s been the disappointment the past days..Mei finished exams on Thursday, finally!! Holidays le =) but work start also. Friday had Aik ido, quite a few things happened today, but everything and everyone else end well and happy, so nevermind about all those. Watched the proposal and half of twilight later at Mei’s house.

Saturday went to dinner at aunt’s, Sunday was havoc, initial plans canceled, last minute decided to go out with my friends, in the end waste time, in the end couldn’t chat with Mei, sorry!

Monday had Aik ido, Tuesday and Wednesday too. Pei-ed Mei to work on Tuesday and Wednesday, had driving on Wednesday and Thursday, the instructor said I don’t need so many lessons, I should be good for test already, so will be selling off one of my lessons. Mom went to m’sia on Thursday, evening went to fetch Mei from work, got a few strong feedback..then felt out of sorts after that..but same thing, everything and everyone else ended well and happy so move on. Mei’s feet seemed to be in a lot of pain, hope can recover fast, well Mei can’t come to Aik ido today, and need to go back to work during weekends. Think there’s nothing else I should write, feeling half confident for the driving test, 2 of my friends who went for the manual test have failed, another friend will be taking the manual driving test..hope he passes, so I can relax a little.

Ya, walking home yesterday, I learnt something, ok 2 things, one, don’t walk home if I need the toilet..hahaha. the other thing, can be considered a defining moment. It’s starting to be hard again, but its nothing new to me ya. Well I’ve let so many things out recently, now it’s time to start collecting again =)

Hope Mei recovers soon, kor decide not to visit after class ya, but before, kor go buy ben and jerries for Mei =)

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