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Alright, gonna have to blog what happened last week and this. But I can't really remember :P suffering from short term memory, haha. Nothing much happened in camp I think, my whole family went to Thailand last Friday, without me :( because of ar my and that standby thing. Mommy said didn't really enjoy much, thought she will enjoy mother's day also, if I'm there I’ll make sure she enjoys. Bought some antique furniture decoration stuff but they were all broken, stupid people dunno what's the meaning of handle with care, this side up and fragile.

So I was on my own for the weekend, thought can have party wan hahaha, but I'm too disciplined le :P booked out late, by the time i reached Tam pines Aik ido already end le, met up with the guys for some supper, then went home. Did the laundry on Saturday, Grandma came, then helped her iron and hang cloths, this new house hang cloths very difficult lo, dunno how to explain, next time come my house see hahaha. Ate with my Ahma then she went home, I went grocery shopping, haha, bought orange juice, lotsa chocolate milk, some snacks, and bubble tea, recently got addicted to a shop downstairs :D Watched tv, sports, read some comics on the computer, yes I can do that, and played some games.
Sunday morning went to the kids' class, saw my I T E course teacher, apparently his kid is having a trial lesson, and I think he enrolled. Forgot what I did on Sunday too, it must mean I did nothing much :P I know what I did, drank milk, orange juice and ate some snacks. Haha. Didn't book in on Sunday night, cause I'm on course, haha, my weapon course, its a one week stay out course, which means I'm coming home every night for this week :D but it also has its bad points, the camps I have to go to are very far, and stay out means I have to pay for most of my meals, add that to the super high travel fees its rather expensive.

As you all know I'm on standby, and I've already gotten my pager, yes a good old device that beeps, hope it doesn't beep though, cause it'll mean I'm activated. And I'm supposedly gonna have my one week holiday next week, hope it doesn't get interrupted by any ar my nonsense. Cause I'm planning something for next week :D hehe. Need to plan stuff with a other people too, but they're not having holidays so will see how, and IRON MAN I haven't watch.

Anyway my last post was abit crazy, think I'm more stable now, though my complicated feelings are yet to be sorted out. Someone said its because I don't have faith, and that hit me pretty hard, is it I don't have faith in the outcome of what I'm doing? Her?? Or myself? I think its rather pityful when someone doesn't have faith in himself, and I'm beginning to feel that way, I always thought of love as a war, and this time I think i'm gonna suffer heavily, might even get killed in the midst of battling. Shall not worry too much about it la, cause that won't help. Just hope next week will be great for us =)

Gonna stop here le, tmr need to wake up at 5.30 to go camp. Goodnight everyone. Will update anything I forgot another time. Bye!!

Oh ya congrats Joey MEiMEi no more exams le. Old levels chinese coming up though, all the best ya, then can take a break le =) jiayou~~